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Sunday was a very long day. I reached the centre at around 9.30am. It's so hard for me to wake up after last night's birthday outing. When I reached there, everything is already set up thanks to Bro Raziz and Mr. Salleh. I just have to put some things only. When everything is set up I brief the boys and girls for the trial. At first some of them would'nt be fighting but in the end I managed to match up with some other students.

It was quite tiring to manage 18 games in total. Sitting there by myself with not enough sleep. But I still love what I'm doing. Out of the 18 fights I would give the thumbs up to Mei mei, Izzati, Dafinah, Mahfuz and Amalyna. Dafinah for always being ready to fight twice even been informed at the last minute. Izzati for proving to me that she is stronger than the way she look like. Amalyna for strong sidekicks and proving that it's just not about size. Mahfuz for surprising me with his capability of fighting and listening to instructions and Mei mei....... mei Mei.... you surprise some people of what you can do. You could actually do wonders but yet everytime you just don't believe in yourself. The fact that the girl that you are fighting is your Kak Saiedah's opponent in PSK and she is a senior athlete ut you actually dominated her. Believe in yourself. The whole thing went well. After the friendly I waited for Epul and Hady to fetch me to go to a wedding. I hate to go weddings. It's just a personal feeling thats all.

At night at the last minute I went fishing with Ollie, Jboy, and Epul. Epul fetch me at around 8pm. We went to Changi beach to fish. I didn't catch anything though but Epul caught a rea nice sized Mangrove Jack using a handline. That is the only fish of the night. We left around 12.30am. Epul dropped me off. I showered and ate and watch tele but in the end the tele watched me.......

My weekend was really sober and painful one. Surprisingly I was home on a Friday night. No usual frequent visits to the clubs. No la..... The actual reason is that Ollie is not spinning his decks so we decided not to go. He feels a bit sick so he went to the doctor and got 2 days of medical leave. It's so easy to get medical leave nowadays thanks to the H1N1 virus. Anyway that Friday night was boring. I was watching tele the whole night. The pain of that night was I can't sleep! I tossed and turned but still can't. I managed to sleep only at around 5am. I think the boddy knows that there will be no sleeping on a Friday night. hahahaha

I woke up at around 6.30am had my shower then I went my so long awaited activity. Fishing.... I was so excited to go. I left the house at 7am. When I reach there most of them was surprised to see me as they thought I've quitted fishing. I told them iI just too my break for awhile. I straight away set up my tackle and started spinning. I met a few of the old kakis there and talk to them about the development of the fishing pond. they also ask me about the development of the federation weather we guys are doing ok or not and is the boss good. It is really a surprise that the ones that is asking me is all chinese. They describe the situation as though like they know what is going on. I told them everything is going to be alright. I caught a total of 8 fishes that day. I wasn't a bad catch but there was no biggies caught. At night I still did not go clubbing but we went to Nat's birthday party. The boys was alreay there. I went there with Gina. When I reach there it was a full house. The best part everybody was playing Bingo. I didn't recognize all the people who was there but it was ok. I played Bingo and Gina went to indulge herself with all the desserts. We stayed there and laugh and laugh to Jboy's joking moments as he is the host for Bingo. I sent Gina to the cab at around 1.30am then went back to the chalet and hangout with the boys. In the end everybody left and left with myself, Jboy, Hady and of course Ollie la cos it's his wifey's birthday. We stayed and chat and played some music. We left around 5am. Hady gave me a lift. When I reached home I straight away I crashed as I have to wake up by 8.30am to go for the friendly..

to be continued.............

Last night with the boys was a chilled out night. It wasn't too rowdy and not too crowded. It was just nice. We just chilled and listen to Ollie's playlist of Hip Hop and R&B music. Syed Azmir and her sister Aziera was as usual doing the nonsense stuff. Me, Epul and Hady just chilled. Noting much happened. Gina came with Tomomi from Arena around 2. Everyone misses her. Anyway we left around 3.

The Big Man is in the office and keeping the ball rolling. I hope that everything will be back in order. Just got new instructions from him to assist with the AMAG team starting from next week onwards. This Sunday there is also trials for the kids. Giving some of them a chance to explore their skills more.

One of my friends is really down on some things that had happened. She related about how she feels and trying to overcome it. The thing is that I love to observe the things that is going on around me and try to figure it out but of course sometimes I got it totally wrong. The way I see it is that we have to treat our friends, colleagues, love ones, family etc equally. It's not just about weather they are better than each other or maybe they are good to you. It's really bad to see someone else suffer. Some might say that like real only you. Yes... I am no different. I did some really bad things to other people and make other people suffer. I hustled my daily life and con other people in other for my self gratification. I realized my doings and it's wrong and I tried my very best to make everything right. In this world nobody is perfect. You have to be a Prophet if you are..Like P.Ramlee say,"First class baik, Second class pun baik, kita semua bayar ape..". Sometimes people just don't see how much effort people put in for what they want and sometimes people just look down on others because of their capabalities. But whatever it is, the final analysist is not between you and them. It's between you and God. We don't have to care about what people say or how people look at us. You know what you doing. It's your choice. Go out there and take it. Success is a process, if it's given then it's not success.

Anyway, I have a few tickets for Syed Azmir's performance for Anugrah 09 this coming Tuesday. I don't know weather I'm going or not since the AMAG training has started. I guess it's up for grabs.

Better run a storm is coming.............

Thanks to my loveliest Gina for the shoes. Hahaha.. I could boast that I am the only one in Singapore that i have a Supra GBR Vader. Woot! Woot! Ollie also got his Charcoal Green Vader. I'm planning to wear it this Wednesday. Giler Bai..... I also decided to give away my white Supras to Epul....


Anyway I met Gina on Sunday at around 11. She touchdown at around 3.30pm. She called me when I was at 4IG tournament at Jalan Besar. We had friendlies with the Sumatra Selatan team. The first round was at Silat Centre itself. The line up was Shakir, Firdhaus, Nurindah, Nur Liana and Nur Syafiqa. Out of 5 matches we won 3 of them. All of the boys and girls performed well. The second round was at Jalan Besar Community Centre during the 4IG tournament. The line ups were Rudy, Izwan Shah, Nurul Shafiqah and Nur Umairah. A bit disappointing with the match. Rudy and Nurul Shafiqah performed at their best but Rudy will always be out of breath. His stamina is totally cock up. Nurul Shafiqah performed really well despite her opponent was stronger. I will always like her determination. I was worried when she did a sweep and hit her operation part but she say she was ok. As usual la I will spray and put ice for her during intervals. The other two......Izwan was very afraid. He didn't even want to kick. I think he needs more time. I stayed there till around 7 plus then I left.. I was sitting with Abg Sheik all the way. You know la he will always be talking only. I also listen la. A lot of problems is going on and he's settling it one by one. He also mentioned about the boys going to Terengganu. He quite pissed off with some of his boys who went la. He said that they supposed to be here helping out or something. But I told him that maybe they need a break... Then he said yeah......


Anyway the weekends wasn't that fun. I got trick into going St James by Syed Azmir and Ali. They know that I wouldn't want to go there cos it's gonna be bored. We stayed until 3 plus then we went makan at KTM then we left. But then the Friday was awesome.....

The weekends was good. I got to borrow ayul's camera and go around snapping shots. I love cameras and taking pictures. It's just amazing what technology can do. It takes the most beautiful shots and the most ugliest shots but then if you were lucky u can even get extra terrestrial shots also! Haha.....

I went to watch the dance finals on friday night at Double O and surprisingly the Jinz are there! But they already told me that they were coming that night. The twins, Azri, Afiq, Siti and some other people I don't really know. The thing is that I was busy snapping away shots. I love that Canon but I still think that Nikon is better. I will get either one of it soon.

On saturday I Epul, Ollie, Nat, Jboy and Syed Azmir went to town and ate. We went to this restaurant called Garuda. It's a Indonesian cuisine restaurant. The food is nice and expensive. After makan Syed Azmir send us home. We reached home at around 11pm. After that as usual la, all of us get ready and head for the club. We reached there at around 1 plus as we left after midnite. I was still with the camera holding on and snapping away. Nothing much happened..

I'm still waiting for Gina to come home from her hometown in Japan. I missed her actually and she also bought me a present hahaha... A GBR SUPRA VADER. Baik Tommy....... Can't wait for to get that. Was talking to her on the phone yesterday and she is trying to get back to Singapore this Thursday as her best friend from Hong Kong is coming to town for a holiday. If she can't come back on Thursday then she'll come back on Sunday. Anyway I just can't wait for her to come back..

Love Love...

It's already 1st of July and the Big guy is still not in the office yet. It keeps on goin in my mind what is going to happen next with the federation. The SSC guys are busy with the AYG so i think they are forgetting us for awhile. A lot of things need to be done down here. The higher level of people just cannot make the decision. It's really frustating down here.

If this place go upside down, it's really going to be hell...

Love you guys more!!