I was being very emotional this few days. Maybe its just one of the days when you just feel down for no reason.

My degree is approved and the bridging course is starting next week. The thing is that where am i gonna get the money to pay for this. In total $17,120.00. Shit! Where gonna get the money. I have applied the coaches develpment grant hopefully they will approve it. On top of that haven't get pay. What else can go wrong... It didn't happen only just this month ok. This late thingy is flipping my paper. It's already been a few months like this. Sometimes I just feel like turning the pail but it is really painful to do it. To leave these kids just like that is very hard for me. All the years that I have been here I think I have developed a very tight bond with this kids. I just dunnoe what is gonna happen down here. Wish that the big guy was here.


Going crazy very soon.....