It's getting really weird in the office. People are keeping more and more secrets. I can actually feel the heat. But actually not all la... I can see the body languange which is being reacted. It's very sad to see that. But you know what I'm not in this office for that. I don't bother all these nonsense. I'm here for the boys and girls who wants to be the one. Anyway i feel that something good is going to happen soon.

I got some news from my cousin's wife regarding my cousin. I actually got to know first from my mum. I actually didn't want to talk about it because I know that mama will actually will be prolonging the dialog. After hearing it from mum I toled her that now the things have happened we can't be like naging everytime and telling that you should listen to me and all those things. We just need to support them at this moment. Give them solutions in order to overcome the situation. Everybody makes mistakes in their life. Weather it's a small or big mistake it don't matter.

It's like this, my cousin has just been caught by narcotics and now been remanded and awaiting court sentence. He is being charge for four charges. Posession of offensive weapon, Driving without a license, Possesion of cannabis and Possesion of ice. The thing that got me worried is the last two charges. My cousin's wife told me that the drugs was quite a lot. He was just one gram below the death sentence after filtering. It a lot of things occured in miy mind. What is going to happened next. My aunty is really down but she trying to appeal by using a lawyer which cost alot. This aunty of mind is my father's sister which is the eurasion side of me. And knowing them which they have their own diferences i actually do not know weather they'll come together for this. I hope that they will.

Another cousin of mine has also just given birth and this also another issue. The problem is they not married and has been living with her boyfriend for quite sometime. A lot of the aunties and uncles been talking about her but i wish her all the best in her life. I was chatting to her on facebook yesterday asking her about the birth she says she's ok. I ask her to stay strong with the critics. She said that she could not be bothered by that.

The thing with all this is I can understand what they going through. The world is a hardknock place. People will only see the bad things that you do but won't see the good things that you do. It's happening everywhere and also even in the office. Some people think that they have gone through everything experiencing in this and that but people won't know until they hit rock bottom.

If you don't know now you know......

The boys and girls are going out for the Sijori championships tomorrow. Wish could be with them.. You guys are the best..