Yesterday was a good day... I actually was on facebook the whole day. I was practically playing games on the computer. Nothing else.. I was smiling when I received a text from a friend. It's been awhile that i heard from her. She went through some mishaps and slowly recovering from it. A sweet funny girl she is. I hope that things will turn out well for her..

I went out yesterday. Surprisingly with a different crew! The boys decided not to go because of the BIG FINALS of Barca and Man United. The thing about me and soccer we have this love hate relationship. Don't get me wrong... it's not that i don't like soccer but i hate to watch it but I still love to play it. So the boys gave it a pass. Representing my crew for last night is Mr Raziz, Mr Sheikh Harun, Mr Dzulkarnain, Mr Syariff Hidayatullah, Mr Fauzi, Ms Juliana, Ms Zuhrah, Ms Saiedah and the other girl I forgot her name. She was actually Zuhrah's friend. Quite ok la... So how about that to make up a crew...

I was out quite early because I got a lift from Raziz. We reached there at around 11 plus i think. I didn't keep track of the time. Anyway when I reached there Zuhrah and her friend was already inside and the rest were waiting outside. Then as usual la... I will have a guestlist and everybody went in for free. I find it ridiculous to pay the cover charge. You have to pay twenty bucks just to get in and get only one drink. On top of that you still have to buy your own drinks. Fuck that crap...

When we were in it was quite empty so like everyone like a bit bored la.. With the three boys running around playing hide and seek with the juggies its quite a blur. I went to smoke and met Dj Kzee at the smoking section and we talk crap la... as usual he sign for me teo bottles of heine's and it was good for me... Then decided to go in la cos it's getting bored. So decided to sit in the Dj console. Dj Big was spinning his set. The boys were still playing hide and seek. When I ask them where are the rest then Nana ask to look at the dancefloor. There they are.. all the girls Juliana, Saiedah, Zuhrah, Zuhrah's friend, Sheik Harun and Raziz. They doin their thing on the dancefloor. First it was quite awkward la to see them because we work together ma... seldom see they let down their hair. Don't be surprise... all of them have moves ok...from Saiedah to Raziz, all of them have their moves. By then Zuhrah's friend was already high... So she pulled Saiedah to dance with her.. You know la Saiedah the shy2 type. But then last night she made an improvement. She dance on the podium! Seldom you get to see she do this things. Have to buy lottery ticket already. I don't know what else happen.. Anyway she didn't only pulled Saiedah la... Everybody also she pull.. Then one of the bouncers got a jug for me. Apa lagi.. Go! I guess all of them were having fun that night. Releasing the stress in them. Good for them. I as usual la.. looking at girls and distubing people. Saiedah and Juliana left early. I left around 1.30 to go to a more familiar ground.

By the time i get out from the taxi, Renee is already shouting my name. She working at DblO entrance. I do the usual routine la.. Met a few people shake hands and all that la.. Suprisingly there was not much people in O. I think they went to Butter. It's good also la.. Not hot. Anyway to conclude the night was good. There was no stress no quarrelling nothing but people having fun on their own.. But to see this people having fun just made my day. It's a pity that some of the girls and boys can't be with us...


2 heine's, 1 jug Bourbon, 2 jugs black apple, 1 B52

I didn't go out last night. I was still sick. I was tempted to go when Epul called but then I decided not to..

I am very irritated with some people sorrounding me. They make you feel like your not wanted or did something wrong or whatever it is. For 5 years i was here and never did I been calculative of anything. I did everything from the heart. Yes i admit that at times I might slack in my performance and start not doing my work and all. I cop to that. But I will always bounce back as we proceed. I would appreciate if you would tell me that I am wrong to do this or do that. After all we are only human. We always make mistakes.

I don't do it for them cars and fancy drops and I don't do it for the chains and flashing rocks.

Now this is what they call poetry in motion My soul BLEEDS on the paper, heart SCREAMS with emotion It's my daily devotion, the verses stay deeper than the ocean So hip-hop you owe me a promotion! Yeah I do a lilttle boastin and braggin What's all the commotion and naggin about? Is it 'cause I'm still the champ in the South? 'Cause rappers get in the booth and I keep draggin em out? Well they're fired, and these pink slips, I'm handin em out 'Cause this is "Theater of the Mind," consider it a sign of what's to come next, my money's just fine Bank filled with dumb checks, terrorist threat flow Proceed to drop bombs like Mr. Funk Flex But I don't do it for the money, I do it from the heart I do it with the beat box, I did it from the start I do it for the dee jays, I do it for the charts The Van Gogh flow, Luda do it 'cause it's art I do it for the fans, I do it on command I do it for the front row, I do it for the standsI spit it for the hood, I do it for the block And since nine years old I did it for hip-hop So...

Everybody has a limit to their patience. No matter how they endure it for very long, one day he or she will just break and snap! Weather you are in a relationship, at your working place, in training or even while patying. It will just come to a point where the temperature rises to the max and you just have to react.

Last weekend at Obar I just could not take it anymore. I wasn't disturbing anybody and doing my own thing. I reach at Obar at around 10pm. I got a lift from Ollie. I was supposed to go attica. Wanted to meet an old friend who's working there but then i decided not to. So i hang around at tivoli with a few of people and talking crap while waiting for Ollie to start his set. The boys reached at around 1.15am. Epul, Ali boxer, Syed Azmir, Hady and Helmi came to join in the fun. It was really fun at the start when everybody was happy having fun. We went to see the bouncers to get our stamps and we proceed our way in. I was happy to be there and listening to music and moving to the beats. Renee was in early with her camera taking pictures a for the EHG website. Then as usual la I will take the camera and start taking pictures of everybody.

It all happened when i was at the dance floor taking pictures. I bump into these guys who were just about to start a fight. Suddenly instincts just took over and i told them, "Guys you all want to fight go outside la.. Down here people just want to party". Being an angry person of course you are aggressive. He said,"What!? What you want!?". He kept on shouting. I almost land Renee's camera on his face but I kept my cool. By the time the bouncers was there to bring him out. Then I just chill and continue take pictures. But then decided to give Renee back the camera. I didn't bother about that guy because I think that he was just out of his mind. I decided to go smoke, while walking suddenly there was another commotion so i waited for awhile to let the bouncers clear the problem. While waiting for them to clear then I went back to where i stood and drank while waiting for the bouncers to clear the problem. After they cleared while I was going out suddenly this malay guy pushed me,"Eh lu mau apa ni!?" I was quite irritated,"Eh lu gila kapa? Lu tolak gua ke gua tolak lu? I pushed him on the shoulder and almost getting agressive. Then suddenly he's friend jump in and,"Burger, he's my boy la dun get agressive ar..." This 'Man Jerung' is some gangster that I know. "Lu orang gaduh dengan orang lain lu orang jangan chap orang sembarang sia..." i replied irritatingly then i walk off and smoke outside.

While I was smoking outside suddenly everybody was asking "Burg asal lu ada problem ape?" I said "no la..." All of my friends knew that i was the last person to find fault. There was a lot of fights that night at Obar. I also heard that Wan Shah also got in to a fight when some guy scolded his mum in some way. He offered him one on one in the lift. To make the story short that guy slept on the floor..

I went in after smoke. Renee bought me a Black Apple. This Renee girl is so nice to me evrytime. Then just had two or three sips when suddenly this malay guy and a girl which I thought they were malay was asking what am i staring at? I turn around and see that there was nobody and i asked'"You are asking me?" "Yeah mother............ you!". I told him," Why don't you take your girlfriend and walked out quitly. I don't want any trouble.." By this time I know that he is some foreigner because of his accent. But he still insist standing there and cursing but he standing behind his girlfriend,"You mother...... you have no balls". In my heart i said that he is just showing off in front of his girlfriend so I told him one more time,"Bring your girlfriend out quietly I don't want any trouble". The boys were also around just waiting to jump at him. The last straw came when he still insisted and keep on cursing my mother. I went to him," Mother........... I will kill you nig..!" The boys automatically jump in and pulled the guy out and calling for the bouncers. The bouncers pulled him out. I put my drink down and go out. Yus Kodong ask me, "Burg asal?" I just simply pointed at the guy. "Keras takde kalau nak kaup go.....one to one?" I said,"Ok". He was like my fight manager asking what type of fight do I want. No la...he is the Chief of Security and he is a good friend of mine. I told Ali boxer to get the girl aside. That guy was still cursing but the girlfriend is still covering him. I reacted, I couldn't stand it anymore, I just want to make him shut up. I gave him a full blown kick and and grab his shirt suddenly all the boys jump in. I was still holding him and giving punches and knees. Kicks and punches are coming from every direction. By that time he is lying on the floor. It all happened less than a minute. That guy still tried to stand up and cursing. I went up to him and gave him a full blown punch and he drop down quietly than i walk off. We went to Living room to chill for a bit. Azmir Epul Hady Ali were laughing because of the way we reacted. Then Epul say,"Dzul lu jangan pakai sleeveles la..., hari ni semua orang nak lu.." all of them laughed. We chilled for a bit with Casper and then we went home...

The thing is I offered him to go and be safe he did not want to take it. I swear I did not want to fight and I'm not proud of it. It just spoils the reputation that i have. It will have effect on Ollie because he is working there and because we always hangout with him. It's just that it comes to a point where you just can't take it anymore. You just can't keep quite when someone keeps on cursing you mother don't you. I pitied the guy but he deserved it.

Remorse.........

Its very quiet in the office. Most of the coaches are out for the competition in Kulai Jaya for the Sijori Championship. The best part is I didn't do a damn thing yesterday while in office. I was on facebook the whole day seeing other contact's profiles and also exploring how to use it better. haha mcm faham only..

Went to Obar last night with Syed Azmir. Epul and Ali didn't want to go so like not enough kakis la.. I still wanted to go cos promised some people. Ollie text me earlier and said that he would be driving if I'm coming if not he will be riding. So i said yes la I will be coming. I hope that he is not thinking that I'm taking advantage of him just because of his car. Actually I also like malu la everytime tumpang his car. But I always say thank you when he drops me. I love my friends, won't trade them for anything at all. I have been taking a lot of pictures with this Colleen babe alot these days. At Obar I mean. She's hot ok... She also very fun to be with and talk with. Also met her friend Nad also very hot. Aiseyman... Then Rennee as usual with the camera and taking everybody's picture. She also is a crazy fun girls to be with. Adeeqa and Amin was also ther. Adeeqa lost weight. Now a bit more slimmer. Was talking to Phyreman about the Donut event. I told him like now there is going to be Old Skool Hip Hop events every where. I told him that maybe he should be more creative with the event like having an open mic session during the event with Ollie spinning his beats. Then those who want to rhyme can take the mic show what they can do with it. But not to do battles. Then he said that he has already plan it. It's going to be a series of events right to the finale. He is going to promote very strongly. Then there going to be a competition and KRS1 is going to be the judge. Come on....!! KRS1?! Judge?! You got to be kidding me! No he said.. I'm serious. It was quite fun last night. Syed Azmir suddenly went missing with some chick dunnoe where he went. Suddenly when the lights went on he suddenly appeared smiling. Must be something going on la.. Went home with Ollie. We drop off Colleen at tekkah. Tekkah punya food is good ok. Then took a stroll with Ollie to view his new house. I think he is very excited about his new house. I wish the boys were there..

3 Black Apples, 2 Jager Bombs, 1 Bombshell

My degree is starting soon but where want to get the money from. Only if money can grow on trees.

BRAH!!

It was Epul's birthday today.. Ali called me at 3.00pm yesterday just to tell me what he's plan is for tonite. He says this is top secret so you cannot tell anybody about it. What we gonna do tonight is that we going to assemble at Epul's void deck at 11.30pm. By 12.00am we goin up to his house and going to surprise him. I asked him about the cake and all. Hesaid he got it all covered so I said ok.

Syed Azmir pick me up and we left to Epul's place. We were the first to reach. Syed Azmir was very excited over this. Then Ollie and Nat came, Syed Azmir was jumping and putting his finger on his lips signalling not to make noise. Then Ali, Syed Hady, Syahrul and Jboy came. Syed Azmir still excited. By 11.50pm we set up the cake and got up to Epul's place and standby. By 12 we started banging his window. He did not open. He has this attitude whereby sometimes he jus don't want to entertain people. When the door open, it was his sister and Syed Azmir still doing the same thing. When Epul came out of his room all of us sang for him. We sang so loud until the neighbours all came out of their house. hahaha.. We chilled at Epul's house eating the Swenson's cake bought by Ali. After that we went to simpang bedok and had supper. We chat and laugh for quite awhile.

It is amazing what friends would do for you. Friends......

The weekends was great! Partied all the ways. On Saturday partied till dawn. Woohoo..! was great.