It's very long since i typed something down. Been a but confused lately with some bullshit. Really dunnoe how to deal with this so decided to chill for awhile. The last few weeks i really had a hard time to deal with myself. I'm having a lot of cravings lately and doing a lot of isolation. Its bad for me definitely. i know for sure. The last time i had this cravings and followed the flow i end up in rehab again. I had to do a lot of mind masterbation with myself to cool it. Focused on other things but it simply won't go away. I did the normal stuff whenever i had cravings but it simply won't go away. Shit! it's crazy. I simply realised it was me. The problem was me. I don't need this shit anymore. And i really can do this shit without the shit. I have the most beloved people around me. Queen Jamilah & King Jaffar, Shaq and Big Casper. Not to mention a lot of other people Numerico, Ray Curly Valentine, Truckker Boy, Cuban, Arab this people surely know how to have a good time and show a good time. I know they have my back. The Empire of Jinz is lookin good..real good. Rock on Jinz and Jintinaz.. I guess due to their training and the rapport that they have among them. The big boyz are not around due to their promotion thingy. I'm feling calmer now and seeing things very clearly.
One Love
