Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 1:26 PM
The Final Analysis
I 've been working in the federation for almost 5 years now... Since the first time i step in till today i have seen a lot of shit going on. I've seen this place grown a lot. Seen the people changed and changed people. People talk about people. People think about people. People backstabbing people. It's all about the people. The people made made it happen. The management made it happen. He made it happen.
I guess in life it cannot be enough for all humans. I cannot understand how people can be so selfish towards oneself and letting other people suffer. It's not that they don't know how to do work but they just simply didn't bother. I have been paid this much so you get this quality of work from me. A dollar for a dollar kind of thing. These people just won't go the extra mile for something good. For the benefit of the federation, no but for benefit of oneself, yes. That's just crap! How to improve oneself if you just don't go the extra mile in your life. You only get one shot at things and these things comes once in a lifetime. As a human we could think which one is good and which one is bad for you in life. It's true it's your life but how wouldit effect others. Won't others be miserable and have start all over? You know it will. But this things just happens. Its just a way of life.
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centred; Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of having selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you have anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 3:06 PM
Their Time to Shine
All this while been trying to prove to people that the pack is doing very well. I felt very proud of them despite that this was a small competition. I sent only a pack of 11. The preparation was not really good despite the fact that i was running out. At the same time also the kids were having their examinations so everytime the class was half empty. I was a bit worried at first but i trusted them on this.
When it came to the actual day, honestly i was quite surprised. I didn't know that the team had a lot of supporters. The parents, the athletes. I'm quite impressed and really appreciate of their support towards the kids. The atmosphere was good too. It was an air-conditioned hall so less complaints and less people get hot headed very fast.
The competition was good. A total of 8 golds and 1 bronze and 2nd Overall. I was really really very impressed towards the kids cos they went out of their mind performing. What i meant was they really did good. Even some of them are first timers, they actually impressed the people around. Got very good remarks about them. It's about time that they get noticed.
Targets been achieved on the day. Nadia got what she wants against Liana. I really am proud of this girl. Fin & Izzati had proven everyone wrong that they didn't only want to be in the artistic category. Farhan never fails to impress. The newcomer Brother Bo won the hearts to some people with his performance. Alfian is always standing strong. Amira still with her trademark with crying and Memei has shown to people that what she is capable of. Those who didn't win also improved. Ferdous has start applying jumping backs. Shamil is getting more aggressive but the only thing is that to work on his anxiety. He's too excited about stuff. Ashidiq, i wish he had come for more trainng sessions. As a whole they were dope. They were extremely good. In 5 to 10 years to come definitely they will shine.
To all the people who came, thank you for supporting the kids.
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@ 2:24 PM
Relived
It's very long since i typed something down. Been a but confused lately with some bullshit. Really dunnoe how to deal with this so decided to chill for awhile. The last few weeks i really had a hard time to deal with myself. I'm having a lot of cravings lately and doing a lot of isolation. Its bad for me definitely. i know for sure. The last time i had this cravings and followed the flow i end up in rehab again. I had to do a lot of mind masterbation with myself to cool it. Focused on other things but it simply won't go away. I did the normal stuff whenever i had cravings but it simply won't go away. Shit! it's crazy. I simply realised it was me. The problem was me. I don't need this shit anymore. And i really can do this shit without the shit. I have the most beloved people around me. Queen Jamilah & King Jaffar, Shaq and Big Casper. Not to mention a lot of other people Numerico, Ray Curly Valentine, Truckker Boy, Cuban, Arab this people surely know how to have a good time and show a good time. I know they have my back. The Empire of Jinz is lookin good..real good. Rock on Jinz and Jintinaz.. I guess due to their training and the rapport that they have among them. The big boyz are not around due to their promotion thingy. I'm feling calmer now and seeing things very clearly.
One Love
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