The day was going fine when at PSK day when a lot of the kids was going thru their semi final rounds. The first game that i had to do was for the junior boys.. It went well. The most heaviest game that i had to carry was between the Jackal and the Rock. It was the the second game at the senior category. Having to know that this game had high quality value, i was not scared to admit that i was feeling a bit nervous. At the same time adrenaline is pumping thru my veins. When the games started both was carefull on their attacks. The games went on till it finish. It was a fifty-fifty game chance of winning. In the end it was the Rock who emerge victorious. Its going to be against the Rascal next week. I think this year is his year. Was doing good with the games alot had win and a lot had lost. I was focusing very well on the games. I lost my focus when was being questioned where my loyalty at. It bothers me. After all i have done and people asking me this? This i not the first time. I tried to forget about it but it just simply won't go away. I couldn't focus very well. I'm not good at this part where to seperate my anger. I have to deal with this everytime. My anger is my weakness. After thinking about it for awhile maybe they were just joking cos i had to take the corner for team singapore and i got SSS back. I know that abg Juanda was just playing with me but i bet that history repeats itself. Enough about all the allegations. I'm sick of it all. I did not ask for this. If you want to lead this pack you can have the red carpet to do so. I don't need this. I prefer to be a general worker. But f*%k it. If you have a problem with me solve it yourself. I'm not in for the money. I'm in for the kids who sacrifice their time to come down for training despite they staying far away. They have an objective. Like you guys which have no objectives and talking around peoples back, go cut your weenies and feed it to the dogs. Enough of this shit. I'm tired of it. By the way at PSK, all the kids did well. All their training paid off. In two years time i bet they will be untouchable.

Laydee Bit: Fight was not excellent but it was good. National training is not a torture, take your time to blend in and get the hang of it.

Dinni: It was a very impressive fight, just imagine that you quit the game and eventually you won the game. That's a gold medal lost.

Keen: It was a good one but the jury's decision was simply crap! It's just a trial. The real thing will be coming soon...