It's going to be another two weeks to the nationals. It's been a very tough ride since the begining. Some people say that I'm just sitting my big butt. The thing is that to all you people out there you just don't know shit about what I'm going through. Don't talk about me, talk about yourself than you talk about me. Don't let me hear about me cos I'll whip your head! It's going to be worse if you talk about my boys and girls cos i'll cut your tongue out and feed it to the dogs. You think that i have no more colours and I sold them all? I know that there is less training this time. I cop to it. There's a reason behind that. When there is no commitment and dedication, it would be just a waste of time arrangging a lot of training sessions but there is no people around to train. I rather concentrate on those people who really want something out of this. Despite that there are some people who really want this and putting their damn effort but some people just missuse the power that they have like putting a shot gun on my head and asking me, "what chu gonna do now nigga?" Do you think I give a shit? I don't even give a rat's shit out of that. It's simple nigga, you don't come, you don't play. So f*#k you all, all of you all. If you all don't like me , just blow me. But there is people who i appreciate and really proud of. Weather in the or not. These people put their effort and stand my nonsense in training. People like the Jins who are always there to give a helping hand although they concentrating on the trials. Shakir whom i label him as 'The Rock'. Why? He's been training like hell and he's not broken yet. I really don't know weather this is for him or someone else. I think nobody in the team is training as hard as him. I told him yesterday," In order to win him, you have to be him." I hope he makes it this time. And of course he's other half, 'Lady Bit' or should I say Rabiatul Adawiyah. In a lot of the athletes in the club that i see, i think she's the most potential one that is going to make it far. Only if she starts thinking straight. You hear that? YOU ARE THE MOST POTENTIAL GIRL IN THE CLUB! I don't really know why she does not want to be in the National Team but I guess she has her reasons. Take your time..... The two brothers or so I call them 'The Twin Towers' are also there to give their help whenever needed. For them i just wish that i could take take out their brains and wash it with dettol and put them back together again. Again time will tell....And of course the other Jins who made the selection for the World and SEA games. All the best to you all.... No matter what happens weather I shout at you or curse you, you guys know that i love you all very much. So get down and hit the floor!!!