My worst of all nightmare are about to come this Thursday when the coaching course starts. I was never ever good in seni but what the hell..... I still got to go through this course like everyone else. The thing is, I'm not ready physically, mentally and theoretically. Shit! I was never ready for this kind of shit. It's going to be hell.. I will suffer a lot with my stiff movements and stupid seni knowledge. I never thought that seni was a compulsory thing for all coaches but now it is. I did go through the single and team movements in technical level 1 but that was some time back. The memory of the steps are still in my brains but vague. Nevertheless i still tried doing some refreshing with the coaches and try to memorise everything before the trainer comes from indonesia. At the same time i also did some physical training to help me in the course. Shit! I'm pespiring when I'm typing this. I really don't know what is going to happen during the duration of the course. The best part of the course is it starts at 9am and finishes only at 10pm and it goes on for 6 days. That was only tip of the iceberg. The test for both categories will be tested at competition standard. I don't know weather i can last even that one minute of the 3 minutes. Damn...I'm dead... But whatever it is, I'm going to complete the course and prove to everyone that even the coaches know their shit... So good luck to me.
