Let me introduce myself, my name Dzulfadly. I'm a very simple person who loves listening to Hip-Hop, loves fishing, loves my friends, loves my family, loves the work that i'm doing and the most important of all is that i love myself. Oops i forgot, i love clubbing as well. My life moments goes way back, i mean really way back. I actually don't know why i'm doing this or maybe for my friends to know me better or maybe reminisce a piece of my life to everyone but i belief its something good. I've always dreamt that i will be a vet someday because of the love of animals. But it was cut short when i hit rock bottom. I started out at thirteen, scared as hell. Made twenty straws out of a pack and made them sell. At that stage of life hitting rock bottom was like apoplexy, sudden loss of ability to feel or move and having dope as my girlfriend makes it worse. I was at a state of denial. I don't feel remorse of anything. My dependency on dope was the only thing on my mind. Where do i get my next fix, where do i get the money. I did anything i could just to get my my next fix even my mum's cooking gas. I was selfish, ignorant bastard. I don't give a shit about anything. To summarize this up, i'm basically an addict. What goes in my mind was contagious, hypnotic but it sounds melodic..
From begining to the end, losers lose, winners win. This is real and i got nothing to pretend. The cold world that i'm in is full of pressure and pain. Alot of things have change since. I've recuperate my losses. I'm trying to be as honest to myself as possible and also to the circle of people around me. But i know i could'nt please everybody but i don't give a shit about that. One day i plan to be a family man hapilly married. I want to grow so old until i'm glad to be buried. Leaving this world with at least some wealth for the kids that i have. I know its too early too be planning this stuff. I'm still struggling to be the man. I have been taken advantage of, damaged and scuffed. But i don't panic or try to give up. I've been troubled enough and i'm sick of struggling and suffering. The pressure motivates my progress and i won't settle just trying to please. Wishing for a better life for myself with my mum and dad. And with all that i represent myself.........
